*bummed
-Cinista.
Showing posts with label bad times. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bad times. Show all posts
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Monday, February 02, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
COACHELLA THIS YEAR.
I remember the time I got in for free at these events. Siiiiigh.
Now I'm paying mad loot to show up. Who's going? I'm there even though the line-up is so so. I just want to be in Cali with my Cali people.
-Cinista.
Now I'm paying mad loot to show up. Who's going? I'm there even though the line-up is so so. I just want to be in Cali with my Cali people.
-Cinista.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
MOOD: FRUSTRATED.
I despise waking up from having a bad dream. Not a nightmare about a chupacabra ['chasing me and trying to split open my head to eat my brain'] type of dream. It's the dreams that I don't want to have that is just unpleasant. Let me break for a bit cause I'm still annoyed by the whole thing.
THINGS I NEED TO DO:
- register suv
- get oil change
-pay for cingular
- burn pics for friends
-pay for macy's card
-best buy slr
- work out
-do laundry
- make dentist appointment
- go to eye doctor
-check Bold features
- possibly have Tachi
-wait for ppl to grow up
Check my style out. A couple purchases made during a retail therapy session. The infamous Supra Skytops are going to be a staple in my wardrobe now. I'm ready for the holidays!
AHHHHH!!
I'm still wound up from it. It's a combination of waking up from not only a bad dream but waking up and it's a dark day out. Is anyone else's mood affected by weather. I feel lackadaisical when it rains. I need a change-up. There is nilaga in the kitchen and I think that will do the trick.
Here's a three course to whet your appetite.
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Some dishes we did while in culinary school.
Good day fellas!
-Cinista.
THINGS I NEED TO DO:
- register suv
- get oil change
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- burn pics for friends
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- work out
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- make dentist appointment
- go to eye doctor
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- possibly have Tachi
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Check my style out. A couple purchases made during a retail therapy session. The infamous Supra Skytops are going to be a staple in my wardrobe now. I'm ready for the holidays!
AHHHHH!!
I'm still wound up from it. It's a combination of waking up from not only a bad dream but waking up and it's a dark day out. Is anyone else's mood affected by weather. I feel lackadaisical when it rains. I need a change-up. There is nilaga in the kitchen and I think that will do the trick.
Here's a three course to whet your appetite.
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Some dishes we did while in culinary school.
Good day fellas!
-Cinista.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
99 PROBLEMS.
I would like to apologize to everyone that has been affected by my behavior lately. I've had a short fuse and I've been lashing out. My negative attitude is noone's fault but my own. I've been letting people's comments affect me and it really shouldn't. My patience in the past three months has gone kaput. Again... there is no excuse for me taking it out on other people.
Last night I saw old friends I haven't seen in a long time. I was genuinely glad to see them. It made me forget about the drama causing me not to hang with them anymore. It was a nice feeling. I saw my neice[Binx] for the first in a long time. It was a good reunion of sorts. We hung out at Jen jen's pad and played World Tour until 2AM. Kristine played the guitar, I sang[WoW], and Mik banged the drum! The rest were playing cards and listening to my toneDEF voice. HAHA. Doreen invited me to her Thanksgiving dinner but not sure if I can make it. I have work until 11PM. It sucks but that's my life... I have no weekends or holidays. All good tho... working towards a goal. No more unneeded distractions and unnecessary drama! It's hard cause she is still on my mind. Fuck!! yes homo.
Two weeks ago.
Chillen with the old school and the new school @ Christian Audigier.
The old school: Brian, Mike, Jayce, Max, and Mik.
The new school: Jayce, Nikki, Jeanelle, and Mik.
Someone has a ghettoe booty!
Hung out with a birthday girl and her group @ Tao.
I had the Pssshhh face on. She had the thizz face on.
Abby was mad faded when I was done with her. Where's your tolerance, son? You talk a big game. LOL. I kid. Happy birthday!
I have to work early tomorrow. That's it for now.
-Cinista.
Last night I saw old friends I haven't seen in a long time. I was genuinely glad to see them. It made me forget about the drama causing me not to hang with them anymore. It was a nice feeling. I saw my neice[Binx] for the first in a long time. It was a good reunion of sorts. We hung out at Jen jen's pad and played World Tour until 2AM. Kristine played the guitar, I sang[WoW], and Mik banged the drum! The rest were playing cards and listening to my toneDEF voice. HAHA. Doreen invited me to her Thanksgiving dinner but not sure if I can make it. I have work until 11PM. It sucks but that's my life... I have no weekends or holidays. All good tho... working towards a goal. No more unneeded distractions and unnecessary drama! It's hard cause she is still on my mind. Fuck!! yes homo.
Two weeks ago.
Chillen with the old school and the new school @ Christian Audigier.
The old school: Brian, Mike, Jayce, Max, and Mik.
The new school: Jayce, Nikki, Jeanelle, and Mik.
Someone has a ghettoe booty!
Hung out with a birthday girl and her group @ Tao.
I had the Pssshhh face on. She had the thizz face on.
Abby was mad faded when I was done with her. Where's your tolerance, son? You talk a big game. LOL. I kid. Happy birthday!
I have to work early tomorrow. That's it for now.
-Cinista.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
VOYEURISTIC TENDENCIES.
voy·eur (voi-yûr')
noun.
A person who derives gratification from observing bodies, especially from a secret vantage point.
-Cinista.
noun.
A person who derives gratification from observing bodies, especially from a secret vantage point.
-Cinista.
LET'S STOP FIGHTING & START LIVING.
How do you tell the ones you love that they are fu*king up?
This is a hard subject for me to get in to. I tried to write about it many times but I can never post it. People don't think of the consequences. They let their emotions take control and act recklessly. I, too, am gulity of that. But I am single with little responsibilities. I have no children. I come and go as I please. I have noone waiting for me at home being disappointed. Disappointed that daddy is not there. Noone is directly affected in my world.
Filipinos have a different mentality about divorce. I see caucasian families that are broken all the time. But not Filipino families... we always try to work it out. We don't give up. It's a pride thing. We are a very proud people. Proud enough to make the bad times into good. Flipping the negative.
Just like Jen. Laugh about it because it helps.
My space is in shambles. I need to destroy and rebuild. I view everything like that. Relationships... life... When I burn a bridge; I, not only burn the bridge but the town along with it. I DO. NOT. GIVE. A. F%*K! If it's not conducive to my life, then it has to depart my life.
JayDee. So necessary.
Organized confusion.
The usual three went to dinner last week at a Japanese restaurant in Chinatown. I chose the place because it looked good.
The flavors were there but Where's the beef?! Hahahaha. That's Kristine's sad beef curry. *ultrasadface* I had the spaghetti with the hawaiin garlic bread. *not pictured* It was like that scene in an Indiana Jones movie where he had to choose the right cup to save his dad. I chose wisely because it was hearty and delicious. The garlic bread was magnifique!
We went to the Asian market after to get some sake. They said they were already closed. Kristine and Mik start to walk off with their heads down looking disappointed. I don't take 'NO' for an answer. Gave the lady a wink then a smile and proceeded into the store. Swag. We walk around and found the aisle. So much to select from.
I want to grill that.
I approached the bin and this fellow already had his dukes up. Peace homie... don't want NO beef!
It gets dark and lonely, holmes. Keep your head up.
I drank that bottle all by myself. It was a record 45 minutes.
E was stuntin. I don't know how that pic came out blurry. It was a houndstooth pattern. Style.
Love that shade of gray. Step your wardrobe game up.
The night before that we were @ the Planet Hollywood. We had just finished eating sushi at Tachi and we wanted some relaxation time.
Finally found the Tiffany colorway. It was a long search.
How do these colors make you feel?
The purp makes me feel high.
Red makes people feel angry but I feel passion.
Blue makes me feel the frost from your ice cold heart.
Urban Outfitters is overpriced. Truth.
We posted up @ the Hawaiin Tropic Zone.
Chicken lollipops.
It was getting wack; so, we bounced and walked around the strip. Took pics and just chilled.
I'm always amused by this walkway.
Treats from the street.
When you gotta go... you gotta go.
That's pretty ricky. A Jessie sighting.
Jetted back to Aliante for the most uncomfortable sleep.
Before I go, I want to show you a lifesize old school robot. It terrorizes little boys that don't know how to keep their mouth shut. Damn that's scary! I wouldn't want to be a mouthy little boy right now. Seeing this thing bitchslap little boys would shake anyone to the core. Smartass little boys need to watch out. Don't let the fingers fool you. They're NOT peace signs... they are used to poke eyes out!
-Cinista.
This is a hard subject for me to get in to. I tried to write about it many times but I can never post it. People don't think of the consequences. They let their emotions take control and act recklessly. I, too, am gulity of that. But I am single with little responsibilities. I have no children. I come and go as I please. I have noone waiting for me at home being disappointed. Disappointed that daddy is not there. Noone is directly affected in my world.
Filipinos have a different mentality about divorce. I see caucasian families that are broken all the time. But not Filipino families... we always try to work it out. We don't give up. It's a pride thing. We are a very proud people. Proud enough to make the bad times into good. Flipping the negative.
Just like Jen. Laugh about it because it helps.
My space is in shambles. I need to destroy and rebuild. I view everything like that. Relationships... life... When I burn a bridge; I, not only burn the bridge but the town along with it. I DO. NOT. GIVE. A. F%*K! If it's not conducive to my life, then it has to depart my life.
JayDee. So necessary.
Organized confusion.
The usual three went to dinner last week at a Japanese restaurant in Chinatown. I chose the place because it looked good.
The flavors were there but Where's the beef?! Hahahaha. That's Kristine's sad beef curry. *ultrasadface* I had the spaghetti with the hawaiin garlic bread. *not pictured* It was like that scene in an Indiana Jones movie where he had to choose the right cup to save his dad. I chose wisely because it was hearty and delicious. The garlic bread was magnifique!
We went to the Asian market after to get some sake. They said they were already closed. Kristine and Mik start to walk off with their heads down looking disappointed. I don't take 'NO' for an answer. Gave the lady a wink then a smile and proceeded into the store. Swag. We walk around and found the aisle. So much to select from.
I want to grill that.
I approached the bin and this fellow already had his dukes up. Peace homie... don't want NO beef!
It gets dark and lonely, holmes. Keep your head up.
I drank that bottle all by myself. It was a record 45 minutes.
E was stuntin. I don't know how that pic came out blurry. It was a houndstooth pattern. Style.
Love that shade of gray. Step your wardrobe game up.
The night before that we were @ the Planet Hollywood. We had just finished eating sushi at Tachi and we wanted some relaxation time.
Finally found the Tiffany colorway. It was a long search.
How do these colors make you feel?
The purp makes me feel high.
Red makes people feel angry but I feel passion.
Blue makes me feel the frost from your ice cold heart.
Urban Outfitters is overpriced. Truth.
We posted up @ the Hawaiin Tropic Zone.
Chicken lollipops.
It was getting wack; so, we bounced and walked around the strip. Took pics and just chilled.
I'm always amused by this walkway.
Treats from the street.
When you gotta go... you gotta go.
That's pretty ricky. A Jessie sighting.
Jetted back to Aliante for the most uncomfortable sleep.
Before I go, I want to show you a lifesize old school robot. It terrorizes little boys that don't know how to keep their mouth shut. Damn that's scary! I wouldn't want to be a mouthy little boy right now. Seeing this thing bitchslap little boys would shake anyone to the core. Smartass little boys need to watch out. Don't let the fingers fool you. They're NOT peace signs... they are used to poke eyes out!
-Cinista.
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